I don't even know if I'm depressed, close to a break down,or what.i have a bad back that has arthritis down my spine,and deterating disc,but I'm still here

I had anal cancer and now live with an ostomy.

I did have Hepatitis C till this year till I got to care.. 😃

I have nothing other than HIV ... my doctor describes me as a rare species. He also says I'm in phenomenal condition, bloodwork amazing.

Seasonal Affective Disorder, Mood Adjustment Disorder, Depression, Anxiety, Chronic Nausea, Acid Reflux. Have had a hip replacement in the past due to prednizone usage when my platelets dropped deadly low which is how I found out I was POZ. Just found out that I need to get some tests done as my anal pap-smear came back positive for high-risk cells, hoping for the best.