Hello Ruth 2
Just like the Ruth from the Bible don’t give up .my goal is to forgive those behind my past. Pray and move forward. There is good life there. May boaz locate you as you glean oh his vine yard.

I appreciate your response, as I have been praying. You can only pray and read your Bible so much. So, my prayer is that you would include both my family member and myself in your prayers as well. This is new, overwhelming and very hurting to me. Stay blessed my friend.

God is a great help. If you don't believe, you can use the Bible as a self-help method. Anger can be controlled with replacement tools. In my case, I used several, but anger cannot be compressed. It is better to release it, and the tool I am using is writing. I transformed my anger into poetry, verses or letters. And for me, this tool is very appropriate. We are never alone, but if it is the case, sitting on the grass in a park and seeing other people as they manifest there helps us relax and have peace. We must learn that it is not the end, but a new beginning with new possibilities and appreciation of life.

Una gran ayuda es Dios, si no cree puede usar la biblia como método de auto ayuda. La ira se puede controlar con herramientas de sustitución. Yo en mi caso use varias pero la ira no se puede comprimir. Es mejor liberarla y la herramienta que estoy usando es escribir. Transformó mi ira en poesía versos o cartas. Y para mí es muy adecuada está herramienta. Nunca estamos solo pero si es el caso con sentarse en el pasto de un parque y ver otras personas como se manifiestan allí ayuda a relajarse y tener paz. Debemos aprender que no es el fin si no un nuevo comienzo con nuevas posibilidades y apreciación de la vida